Rumble FAQs REALLY CONFUSING.... see image

I’ve been a member since february. I’ve won numerous battles and ticket raffles and that’s the only money that shows up in Cashout. the total says $194.08.

1) Is that my money too??!? I’ve been a member for 7 months so I assume I should have been able to cash out Already, or at some point soon, no? The FAQS Are NOT easy to understand.

2) When it says next to a video in green “earned $10.07” so far, where does that show up? If anyone has a somewhat easy to understand answer instead of sending a link to FAQs id totally appreciate it. Thanks in advance,